I think at heart I am a meat head.  All stems back from a time I was very thin.  I just had such a mentality of wanting mass.  I could move, run and all that, I had no muscle to restrict me.  I can remember laying on the couch while in college and praying to god to make me big and strong.  I can remember wanting to bench 200 and weigh 200.  Does not seem so long ago.  Now that I am about 300 does not make you change inside with your thoughts and loves.  I love mass, I love lifting heavy and training heavy.  Just makes me feel good. 

I hit a 465 squat Monday.  Was nice, but not what I wanted.  I wanted a triple.  My body just feels used up and needs a week of rest.  I have been going at it hard for weeks on end now and know better.  But my enthusiasm always over powers my brain and I just can't stop.  But it was nice at least to make some progress.  I need 5 plates.  All I need is 15 pounds on each side to be there.  I will film that one. 

I am a little sore for the effort.  My back and legs are talking to me today.  Good for me.  I am determined to be strong.  Kind of like back in college when I was laying there on the couch. 

Yours in steel,

Myles